i was talking to my mom this afternoon
and she said something about this guy i know.. he must have lack of confidence and she suggested me that maybe i should give him a makeover if i can~ she thinks makeover can definitely help someone's confidence
and i was like jokingly saying that maybe i should get a makeover too to boost my confidence~
then my mom's like... hell no that'll be scary.... ur confidence level is already scary
i didn't even realize that~ she says my confidence level is so far up that she fear for me~ and my bro had asked my mom that why ain't I afraid of anything..
but the truth is~ i do have my fears

i'm afraid i won't have money
i'm afraid my bank account will one day be zero
我不要做窮人 :cry:
also~ i'm afraid that i'll lead a mediocre life :cry: