| how long should i wait?
It was just a normal night, like any other night. everything was as usual, nothing in life was right. i was still expecting for something to happen, and still i was lost in misery. life was fucked until it hit me, the angel that was finally sent from above, and down to me. it was you who added me on msn, and i was confused how u got it. i was confused when u tell me u got my msn from a friend, cuz i dunno anyone from your area. i was confused when u tell me the things u look for in a guy and it fits me perfectly. i realized u have low expectation. i was confused why u talk to me so nice, so cautious. i was confused when u talk to me as if im someone really important to you, yet we've never met. we know each other well, when u r one the other side of the computer and im sitting here alone. words are cold, but somehow u can turn them into warm characters. the faces u make, the hearts u type, touches me deeply down inside.
how long was it? 3 days. how long did it take for me to fall? 3 days. how long did it take u to fall? i dunno. but one thing im sure is that u and i feel the same way. it was never told, but we both knew wut was happening. it was never said, but we both knew wut each other is thinking. it was never spoken, but it already started to grow inside us. i thought i finally could lay down and rest. no more waiting.
is it just my imagination? or the things u say r really true. i hope they r really true. cuz then i will feel better about life. for 3 days, thats wut i thought about. it was starting.
but why did it have to end? it was like the same thing ive done b4, saying goodbye. as usually, u would sound depressed when u hear i have to go. but not only that, this time u told me to wait. wait for something good? no. the last minute was still fine, the next minute was unforgettable.
Linda, female singer, 3rd song in the album. i was told to listen to it. i was told to read the lyrics. i was told to read it carefully cuz that's wut u want to say to me.
"...8...4ever...."
words r cold.
why did it have to be like this? i thought something was starting? i thought something was growing inside us both? i thought this time u finally found the one u want and same for me too. u told me u r looking for someone to be with. and u asked me if i feel the same way. i said yes. u got me into this trap, and i fell for it. when i start to feel the same way as u do, and when i finally realized that, u had to leave. u had to leave. u said u need more time to heal the wounds from previous relationship. but why cant i be the one to do that for u when u knew inside that i could. why cant i be the one to heal ur wounds for you when it is me that u like? its ok, just like how u told me. "this is life" yes this is life, but u could have made it better for me. u told me to wait for you, until u have enuff time, until u can be ready to fall in love again. how long? i dun even know how to contact u because u blocked me already. how do i know if its worth it waiting? if i wait for a year, by the time u are ready to carry on again, how would i know if u like someone else alrady or not? so i guess this is an endless waiting. but i will try to contact you with all the info i have about you. actually, should i? should i just leave it? cuz this is just another fucked up event that happens in life. i think i will wait then. for how long, i dunno. after the waiting, result might be the same thing.
i should give it half a year. or more? or less?
how long should i wait for a stranger? for someone ive never met. for someone that fell in love with me over msn. for someone i fell in love with too?
how long?
it took her 3 days to leave.
how long does it take for me to wait until she comes back to me?
妮, is it worth me waiting for you? | 
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